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I choose to leaveI choose to leave
Once how I wished I could accompany with you forever. Although I knew it was impossible, I was still willing to choose to believe. Because I loved you, I could bear all of unhappiness and disappointment. But now I find it is time to leave.
I did not know what you regard me as, although you said to me that you loved me. But if you really loved me, why did I always feel disappointed and sad? Because of the Sho Online Mun, I met you. I just thought you were a kind person. You always looked for me when you landed on the Sho. Because of your sincerity I started to pay much attention on you.
Gradually I started to like the feeling with you. I liked to talk with you and you understood me a lot. You promised to take me to exercise to upgrade, and you also made it. In fact that period of time was the happiest time in Sho Online. But I only regarded as my friend. I just knew you treated me very well and always bought Sho Mun for me. Even I did not know when my feeling has changed. You asked me to be your girl friend, but I refused. The love in the online game was unreal and unrealistic, just as the Sho Online gold.
Until last time you brought a girl to our union, I was really angry. From that moment I knew in fact I have loved you. I pretended to be happy and ran to do the tasks with my partners, and no one saw my tears. I was afraid to tell others that I loved a boy in the game. Because I have seen they laughed at me. I told my feeling to one of my best friend. She thought she should help me, so she told you. You found me and gave me some Sho gold as apologize. I forgave you, and I thought I loved you, so I would cherish you. That period of time when you were free, you would accompany with me. In our eyes it was a happy thing to buy Sho Online gold and the past time came back.
Because of the cold weather, I soon got cold and I did not land on my account for several days. I waited for your phone, but what I wait for was disappointment. When I entered into our union, my friend told me that you always took a girl to exercise at this period. I was disappointed. When I referred this matter to you, you said that she was just your friend. I could feel your attitude was indifferent. I really had no word to say to you. I escaped in a hurry.
I think it is time to leave, leave this game and leave you.